Friends......

This is a very interesting story :P I typically *watch* folks for a few days/weeks even months before I initiate some type of friendship with them....... I don't *trust* easily and I have this "need" to KNOW them before I make a decision to call them my friend.......

Well, my friend Joe (from myspace) has several hundred *friends* on his page.... Occasionally when I'm bored I scan them and just think Oh that's nice or just whatever...... nothing negative just a whatever ya know?

Well, Joe had one friend who I just instantly connected with...... I do NOT know what it was other than her eyes were just SO full of LIFE, SO full of kindness and something just drew her to me....... It bothered me for a week or two and I finally wrote to joe and said "Would you mind if I contact her, I think her and I could be great friends"...... he ofcourse said yes...... So I took a chance that she would not think I was a nut job and sent an email......

Today I get an email back from her and here all along she wanted to contact ME also!!!!!!!! Talk about FATE!

I suppose in alot of ways I'm blogging about this to say that when you FEEL something in the inner most parts of your soul DO IT...... You may think that your going to look like an idiot but MOST OF THE TIME when you have this type of feeling it's for a reason!


I had this same feeling about 2 months ago....... There was something I KNOW I should have said to a lady I was talking to........ I didn't know her well enough (or atleast I thought I didn't......................... but my heart no........ my soul kept telling me to tell her something and I chose not to do it because I was afraid of the reaction I might get.......

Soooooo (L) if you ever read this blog? Be HAPPY he loves you, misses you and still smiles over the "red scarf"